Stepping Back, Looking Forward: Honoring Feminist Vision-Interview with Barbara Bridges Image Barbara Bridges How would you describe the work that you do? I鈥檝e been teaching for over 40 years, and my academic background and my teaching background definitely informs my work. I鈥檓 very committed to working on collaborative projects as well that develop fellowship and community. I would say that is the motivating factor. I鈥檓 a social practice artist . . . so the purpose is to provoke social discourse.Are there ways in which you intend your work to challenge the viewer? Yes, I just want them to think about what鈥檚 going on with our lives. What鈥檚 going on? Why is my friend getting sick and can鈥檛 eat wheat? You know, Europe isn鈥檛 having these problems; it鈥檚 because of our agricultural practices. The GMOs that are allowed to happen here in the U.S. During my wheat project, I had Monsanto call [me]. . . . [They] wanted to be part of the conversation. . . . When you get a big corporation like that calling you, that means you鈥檙e on the radar and they鈥檙e afraid of what鈥檚 going to be said. Talk about the power of art!Is there something you are currently working on that you are particularly excited about? Yes! Three Waves is a little different than some of my organic work, but I loved working on it. . . . I know this is under debate, but I am choosing to see feminism as in three waves. . . . I did a lot of research on this and I enjoyed it so much because I had the opportunity to be a scholar again, which is fun for me. Christine de Pizan is the first feminist writer that we have on written record. I picked three quotes that resonated with me because I see them still happening now. That鈥檚 the first wave. . . . When you open the piece up, you see a tribute to the Guerrilla Girls, which is second wave . . . along with the book The Blazing World by Siri Hustvedt. . . . For the third wave, I鈥檝e included a print from local artist Kate Renee鈥檚 series called Beauties Behaving Badly. That is my tribute to the third wave.What have been the greatest challenges to your art career and how do you navigate them? My ex鈥恏usband used to call my art 鈥渢hat funky shit鈥 throughout my marriage. . . . That didn鈥檛 give me a lot of confidence. . . . Then I got to the place where I knew I was going to divorce, I had to make sure that I could support myself. Once I divorced him, I was a professor and I really had to pay attention to my job. I couldn鈥檛 be messing around anymore because I needed my job. So, it was a challenge and I didn鈥檛 make art for eight years and I hated it. It was a gaping hole in my life and I was becoming this person I didn鈥檛 like.I had a friend say to me on my 50th birthday, 鈥淲hen was the last time you made art?鈥 and I said, 鈥淎 while ago.鈥 And she said, 鈥淧romise me that you will make art the next time you get a chance.鈥 And I said, 鈥淵es, yes, yes, yes, yes, I will.鈥. . . So, about a week later, she sent me a MnSCU [Minnesota State Colleges and Universities] call for a proposal on technology and communication. . . . I erased it immediately because I thought, 鈥淲ho had time for that?鈥. . . Then, my friend emailed me a couple of hours later asking, 鈥淒id you erase that? You promised!鈥. . . and I responded 鈥淥kay, okay, okay!鈥 and I submitted a proposal and was awarded the commission that became Onion and hung at the World Trade Center in St. Paul for over a decade.I put making [art] back in my life. But even though I had committed to making art, I didn鈥檛 have time to be doing it. That鈥檚 when I started to live incredibly frugally, I learned how to maximize [my] property here and in Maine so I could generate some extra income and could retire early. . . . I鈥檓 doing it because I need to go back to my first love. Money isn鈥檛 everything.My biggest challenge is my age. . . . Kate [Renee] and I talk about this a lot. . . . Some things are the same and some things are not the same. . . . I was from Maine, so I went to New York City with my portfolio, which is what you did in those days. . . . [I contacted some galleries ahead of time and] there were several places that were interested in what I had to offer, . . . but when I got out there, they were not interested in what I had in my portfolio. . . . So, I don鈥檛 know if that casting couch crap still goes on, but it was definitely a reality check for me and this was in the early 80s when the Guerrilla Girls were first becoming active. They were my Girls. . . When I am ignored or passed over, it diminishes my voice . . . and that鈥檚 what I鈥檓 interested in鈥攅mpowering my voice and other voices of artists who want to change the world by using art as their delivery mechanism.If you could meet your younger self somewhere and tell her about where you have been and where you are now, do you think she would believe you? That鈥檚 a great question! I鈥檝e had a difficult life . . . tragic divorce, familial addiction story and cancer survivor. I鈥檓 not a negative person . . . all the negative stuff that has happened has gotten me to where I am now. I鈥檓 in a very happy place right now. I鈥檓 excited about the contribution that I hope to make. . . . I think to my younger self, I would tell her to stand strong and persevere and don鈥檛 back up on your ethics. . . . I would say 鈥渓ighten up鈥 and don鈥檛 be so maniacal in terms of working because I was a workaholic. . . . Just kick back a little more than I did.What advice has influenced you or your art making? Joining WARM at around 60ish as a prot茅g茅, after being a teacher and mentor for thirty鈥恌ive years, [influenced me]. . . . The first thing my mentor, Jill Waterhouse, said to me was, 鈥淚n three sentences write what you鈥檙e up to, what your purpose is going to be here鈥 and it was one of the most difficult assignments I鈥檝e ever had because I wasn鈥檛 sure. . . . She and several other mentors said, . . . 鈥淕o away and really think about WHAT is it you want to do with this art.鈥 When I came back, I said I wanted to change the world with my art. . . . She really forced me to sit down and figure out what direction I was going and that has been really valuable.How do you know when you have been successful? When a viewer, especially an uninformed viewer, tells me, 鈥淚 never thought about THAT issue before I looked at the art and read the meaning of your work.鈥. . . I know I have been successful because that鈥檚 the viewer I鈥檓 after. . . . I feel as though that is who we have to reach, the uninformed viewer.Does personal history make its way into your practice? How might who you are be reflected in your current work? The fact that I鈥檓 a native Mainer and a Penobscot Indian definitely does. I have an affinity to the water and the ocean that could only be understood if you grew up on the ocean. . . . I am very concerned with what we鈥檙e seeing happening in our oceans as well as in our waterways. . . . My mother, being Franco鈥怉merican and Indian in Maine, the persecution was intense. . . . She grew up with this deep shame for that part of her heritage . . . and that really bothered me. . . . It gave me a connection to marginalized populations and a feeling of empathy towards them that I don鈥檛 think I would have if I hadn鈥檛 been raised by the woman I was raised by. . . . Ethnic cleansing happens all over the world to people who don鈥檛 have any power. . . . I have this mission about social justice. . . . White privilege is something that we don鈥檛 even think about it because we have it before we even open our mouths, even being a woman. . . . We know the rules . . . so, that part of growing up in Maine and the social justice piece definitely drives a lot of what I鈥檓 doing.How do you identify yourself as a feminist artist? One thing that I鈥檝e observed is that women seem to be the keepers of our history. We seem to be the ones that save the objects, . . . that have the shoebox of the kids鈥 camp buttons. . . . We tend to journal, . . . tend to keep the history. . . . It really bothers me that men seem to be empowered with their age and wisdom . . . [while] women become crones. . . . And I want to change that, . . . those perceptions. I鈥檓 trying to put something out there that鈥檚 going to cause cognitive dissonance, . . . that鈥檚 going to take 鈥榚m and shake 鈥榚m. . . . So, that鈥檚 the way that my feminist attitude plays out. I have never found it helpful to be slapping people in the face with my ideas, that鈥檚 never worked. My mantra: Everyone has an answer. Who asks a more beautiful question?